Locked In Time

Time time time. It seems like everything revolves around time. It does. And all this talk of time is freaking me out. I'm always so busy getting things done, planning, organizing, and preparing for tomorrow, next week, next month, next year, and the future. Rarely, do I have time to enjoy the present. Oh yeah, and not to mention that I dwell and think about the past, the good things and the bad things. I know this is all very cliche, but hey, I know you agree. yea?

I can't say college is the best years of my life. or at least not yet. This is probably because college gets in the way of my time. I'm always chased around by exams, orgo, exams, papers, and orgo. If college consisted of jamming to music, playing music, watching endless amount of movies, roaming around the city, eating at different restaurants, going shopping, and not having to worry about grades and studying and life plans, then maybe I can say that college is the best years of my life right now. Ha! But I am being way too ridiculous. Sigh.

Tonight when my dad was driving me back to school, he asked me if I'm still buying that DSLR Canon EOS Rebel Xsi I wanted. I said yes, but then thought in my head: weren't you supposed to buy it for me? He also asked why I haven't been taking pictures lately. Which then got me thinking - Why haven't I been inspired to take photos lately? Also, my piano playing as been put on hold for awhile now, and I'm not liking that at all, like at all. Why am I so uninspired lately? I need some inspiration. Everything's been dull. I need to stop being lazy. I hope this ends soon.

It's currently 2:30 a.m. and I'm listening to David Bowie and it's relaxing me, and I don't know why I'm not sleepy.

I guess some photo sharing because my 'pictures of the moment' folder is currently filling up and getting messy.