My mind is all over the place.

i want to live in nyc, instead of in a boring neighboring borough
i want to have my own cute little apartment in the city
i want my dog, Joy, who's back at home down in jersey, to be living with me right now
i want my hair to grow longer and faster
i want to lose at least 10-15 lbs
i want to be tan tan tan
i want my six years of pharmacy school to fly by. i wish i'd just graduate tomorrow
i want to be 21 years old
i want to meet new, interesting people who can teach me something new and enlighten me everyday
i want to meet and make new friends - good, long-lasting friends, that is.
i want all my closest friends to live near me, at least 10-minute walking distance
i want this winter weather to go away
i want spring! summer!
i want this semester to go by really really fast
i want to go to europe and other foreign countries and become cultured
i want to go snowboarding (next winter)
sometimes i wish i was an art minor student, preferably in photography
but then again im way too satisfied with my major - except i wish 6 years would go by quickerrr
sometimes i even think that stj isn't exactly for me if it werent for pharm
it wouldve been real nice to go to nyu or columbia. mmm, yes, i'd like that. i feel like id meet more people like me
i wish i was a little bit taller, say 5'6 ?
i want to meet my soulmate
i want to purchase a pro nixon camera and a polaroid cam
i want to meet a really nice gay guy who will be my best friend
i want to learn how to cook
i just love food
i love nyc restaurants and cafes - the food, researching them, etc etc everything!
i want to go shopping
i need a part-time job!!
i want to get my rook pierced & i also want a tattoo
i love sushi and want sushi right now
i want wine, i love wine
i want to ride a motorcycle
i want time to read read read. i used to read alot senior year of hs. being a full-time college student swamped with work, i just can't find the time! :(
i remember i was going to be a graphic designer - i was even promoted to present my work at the Apple store back in my high school days. good times.
my supervisor at my workstudy job tells me i should be a graphic designer or something art-related everyday. even the dean tells me so.
i want to be in more photoshoots. those were goood timess
i should totally be reviewing four chapters for my bio exam on monday..
i should also be reading my theology book for my quiz on friday...
i want to go to a spa - never been
i hate dorming and the food here.
i want to go to more shows except no good bands are in the area these days..
i cant wait until bamboozle in may
i really miss Quietdrive and wish they would come to nyc
i think i'm a pretty strong girl, but at times, i really dont think so. im weak and fragile. i just act strong because i like to think i am. it helps, you know.
i feel confined and limited
i want to go to a museum right now
i wish the weather was nice so i can take pictures of beautiful nature
oh speaking of nature, i want to go hiking or walk on mountain trails
i want to go to the beach and lay out in the sun on the sand alll dayy
i miss my good friends
i need a really good back massage because my back hasnt been very good for a long time
i want to go to california again and vegas too
when i dont want to remember something, i will completely erase it out of my memory and it shall never be brought up again
i wish i was alive during the beatles times
i would love to meet audrey hepburn, edie sedgwick, and andy warhol
i can't wait until my house in jersey is done getting built and i can't wait until i move into it and have my own room.
i want to have a movie marathon
i am craving pinkberry and have been craving pinkberry for a real long time
i think a lot. like a lot.
my mom is actually willing to send me on a plane on a vacation with friends this summer.
i have way too many more things i want to write down, but i should get some work done.
so ill continue this later when my head starts running out of room again for all my thoughts.

i need change.