I haven't written in this for a long time so I thought I'd update a little bit about the little happenings in my life. I'm over my friend's dorm at SVA. It's my second time staying over now. I really like the dorms here. Also, because everyone is all artsy and such, the way they decorate the little space they have is really cute. It's like simple, but cute. We went to bed at like 5 in the morning so my friend is still sleeping, but I woke up at 8. And I have nothing better to do than writeee so here I go.
Our last day of classes was December 3rd. Eversince that day, I've been pretty free, it was awesome. hahah. This week was finals week and it was death. I had 4 finals to take. My theology final was a take home final so it wasn't too bad. My other three finals were DNY, chemistry, and statistics. Studying for chemistry was painful. Friday night, my friends and I got together to review and go over the most important things and exchange exams to study from since our professors were different. The study sesh helped alot. We just couldn't wait until Saturday morning to get this final over with. Yesterday, when I finally took the final I felt so relieved and had a pretty good feeling about the exam overall. I feel like all my studying was definitely worth it and that it paid off. The only final I have left now is statistics tomorrow morning. I've been studying while my stay here at SVA. I'll definitely be studying more once I get back to my school today. Overall, I have been doing so well this semester. I don't want to fuck my good grades up with these finals, you know? I want to end my fall semester on a good note :)
Speaking of fall semester, I just can't wait for it to all end. I am finally going home tomorrow after my stats final. I have mixed feelings about going home. I want to be home but I don't. Why? because I know I definitely won't be having the same freedom when I'm home. I'll always have to tell my mom where I'm going, who I'm with, where I'm staying, etc. And I'll actually have to come home by the end of the night, whereas in college there would be days when I didn't come back to campus until like two days later or something like that. I'll definitely feel tied down and confined when I'm home for a whole month. I'm going to try to go out as much as possible. My best friend and I, this whole week, all we've been talking about were things we want to do, need to do. And we would just daydream the whole time and think about food and restaurants in the city and etc etc etc. There is never a limit with our thoughts and wild ideas. hahah. I love it!
I always think about this: if you could have one special superhero skill, what would you want to have? Lately, my answer to this question has been having the gift of being able to read people's minds. Everyone is different inside and outside. You can't help it. People will never speak their minds in completeness. They hold some opinions back, express others. They will craft some and present it in certain way to lead others to believe certain things. You never know when it comes to people's minds. You can never know what is going on inside people's heads. People's minds are unpredictable. Some people might have totally different feelings than the ones they appear to feel. Some people may have completely different intentions than what you thought they had. The list of possibilites can go on forever which is why I wish I could read people's minds. It may not always be a good thing, but it would still be helpful and would explain alot of unknown questions so easily.
I took my contacts out and I have no glasses with me. I can't see. The TV has nothing fun on. I just want my friend to wake up so that we can go to Lyrics for brunch :) Have a great day!
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