Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Let's get out of here

Oh dear blog, I'm sorry I haven't written in so so long. A lot has been going on and I just never had the chance. I'm dedicating this time right now to let my mind flow. Hmm, where to start, where to start. School is okay. I'm doing really well in all my classes. I've met some really nice people in the past few months. I've always been the person to not trust anyone (except very very few), and it's good that I am still that way. You never know when people will just change on you. You can't blame them for being that way though. It's human nature--just that some people are more quick and open about it than others. I'm just a not drama-person, so things don't really bother me, especially these days-I am so carefree it's ridiculous. I find this-and-that drama so trivial. Why waste my time worrying over them, right? I mean, I know what's true and what's a lie, so why bother worrying my little self over what others think. Sometimes you just have to relax. Just fucking chill down and let go. You only have 24 hours in a day, do something worthwhile with those hours. I like surrounding myself with positive people, so I'm going to do that more. Negative people only bring you down with them in their pool of negativity and suckiness. haha. Anyways, last week, I concluded that I'M GOING TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE this weekend. I need to get out of New York. I need just the fuck out of here. My good friend and I are going to peace NY this weekend, go on a mini adventure, take a bus, and party with rockstars ;D. It'll be a helluvot more fun and REAL than anything around here. We have so much fun together :). This past Sunday, we went to a couple of our favorite bands' show. It was fcking awesome. It was definitely one of the best shows. (All the pictures are up on my facebook.) Oh, most importantly, I have a very special addition in my life =). Keith<3! My mom bought me a keyboard. These piano fingers are not just going to die after twelve years of playing piano just because I'm a college student now. So Keith is my keyboard. I absolutely love love love it-it's probably the best birthday slash christmas gift :D.

Anyways, I have some happy thoughts for you all=) :
  • white cupcakes with multicolor sprinkles
  • dainty dishes of strawberries, plum cakes, cheesecakes, a tray of melons, baskets of fruits, cream, and a surprise salad
  • lakeside roads with farm stands offering apples, pumpkins, pears, and other fruits and vegetables
  • allowances
  • rosemary = remembrance
  • a dimly lit room with candles flickering in red jars
  • smooth, muscular arms
  • 10-cent ferry rides
  • dinner with laughter
  • cloudy days and sunny thoughts
  • strawberry-peach pie
  • true, lasting values
  • a new canvas

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