Goodbye!

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New Place and Like Old Times

I moved! I finally moved into the house that my dad's been building for a year. It's so nice! I no longer have to sleep on the couch, live out of my suitcase, use chairs as my clothes hangers, and share bathrooms. Now I have my own room, my own big bed, my own dresser, my closet, and my own bathroom! My own space. We're in the process of setting up, unpacking, cleaning, and decorating. For my room so far, I bought these really cute music notes to hang up on my walls and this record art thing. Very cute cute. Looks good with my keyboard in my room : )

Last week, my friends and I went to the Lets Make A Mess Tour with Hey Monday, This Providence, Stereo Skyline, The Friday Night Boys, and The Bigger Lights. It was so good. I mainly went to go see This Providence. I loved them when they first debut and it was my first time being able to see them live and it was soo great! Dan Young's on stage performance was inspiring, and the vibe from all the boys performing was awesome. And I also loved how TP performed a lot of songs from their newest album since I love their newest album. Their music has matured and gets better and better. Also, there's a new upcoming band who I think are going to become big sooner or later called Stereo Skyline. They really got the crowd last Thursday, so if you haven't heard of them, I think they're worth checking out :] I go to alot of shows, but unfortunately, I couldn't go to many during my spring semester because I was so busy from school. So going to this show last week really made my week : ) : ) It's where I belong. I'll share some pictures some other time hehe

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately and re-evaluating my life, options, decisions, and etc etc.

what to do what to do what to think what to do

but for now we are young

let us lay in the sun

and count every beautiful thing we can see

love to be in the arms of all

i'm keeping here with me

rrrrandom

I hope everyone enjoyed their fourths!

Finally, the weather is looking good. I no longer have to worry about my feet getting wet, my shoes getting damaged by the rain, bumping umbrellas with people in the busy streets of Manhattan, and planning my outfits according to the rain. I like this : )

I've always been meaning to write and update, but I never had the time or I had too much to write about. My thoughts would be everywhere and I didn't know how to contain it all into one nice post. So I'm just going to ramble on and on in this one, ha.

Youth. I'm going to be turning 19 in about three weeks. I still consider this really really young. I want to hurry and be in my 20s and stay in my 20s. People I meet for the first time always think I'm about 22 or 23- one time at work, a lady thought I was 25! Jesus! I don't look thaaat old. Being 19, I feel limited. But when youre in your 20s, those are your prime chapters of your life; where most memories are made. When I'm in my 20s, I want to make the most of it. It's strange to think that our generation is so different from our parents'. For instance, for my mom, by 26, she was married and brought me into the world. However, these days, 26 year olds are still running around here and there, working, and just being young. More and more people try to hold on to their youth these days. It's as if we're all trying to make this place in Neverland. You should always dream big, set higher goals, have high expectations, challenge yourself, take chances, and aspire to be a better person everyday. I've come to realize that I'm a big thinker. Sometimes I think I think too much.. but remember back a few months ago when I repeatedly had second thoughts about my path as a future pharmacist?.. well, it's back again. I dont know.. I just think there is so much more out there than I need to experience and see instead of having the next five years all planned out for me already. I totally love the idea that I'll have a guaranteed job when I graduate and all that, but still... lately, I've just been thinking that maybe I was born to do so much more with my life. There's so many other passions and interests I want to pursue :/ hahah I don't know, maybe I just sound totally silly right now. or maybe my thoughts aren't being translated into words in the exact way I want them to.

I always hate logging into my school's account to check my school stuff aka financial aid status. It's such a pain in the ass. and looking at the large numbers for the tuition is just a bigger pain in the ass. My school is so expensive and sucks! If it weren't for my major, I would immediately leave my school, and go somewhere else. I'd love to go to NYU or some other nice school in the city. I wish my parents could rent an apartment for me in the city for the next five years; it would be soo much better than dorming. The money I have to pay for dorming and the mandatory meal plan as an on-campus resident is such a waste! Hmm.. I think I'm going to persuade my parents veeeery slowly. Great things take time..lolol.

I had so much more to say. alot to say. but considering that just this entry took hours to finish because I kept getting sidetracked and distracted, I simply cannot continue. so I leave you with this.

Weather's lookin' sunny now. Enjoy it! : )

Joy

Yesterday, I almost lost my dog for good. My mom was going to give her away to someone else. Friday night was a horrible night. So bad, that it even got my mom to think again about giving Joy away. Saturday morning, the woman that was supposed to get Joy called, and my mom told her that she couldn't give Joy yet because of my sister and me. So now, Joy is still here sitting next to my feet in the kitchen :) However, my mom said she doesn't know for sure until tomorrow. I hope my mom decides to keep Joy; she's ours!!